This is a good start. Let’s look closer at each. Explain radiant to me. What does that look like? How would that be different from where you are now?—Melissa Stablein
Radiant is a state in which I would acknowledge my friendship with the Universe and the creatures in it, and a state in which I feel I can contribute value that validates my presence here. I currently label myself an alien, and someone who is mostly just taking up space, a burden on the system. I am grateful for the amazing kindness I receive, but I still feel guilty for accepting it.
I would like to witness the Divine in such a way that I can speak of it with some authority. I am not in that state. Being in that state follows celebrating radiance. I am caught in a puzzle.
Thank you for asking. You are a precious friend. And a fabulous massage therapist.